YES.....I am still alive

Man oh man where has the time gone?? I look at my blog and think of how I have neglected it so much these last few months. As I sit here and type the word MONTHS, I think has it really been that stinkin' long?? There are so many things that I want to go and back blog about....so much that needs to be said and even more things that Maddie has done that really needs to be added and many birthdays that need to be wished and lets not forget about those anniversaries.

Ok, so the truth is everytime I think about logging on and blogging about something that is current, I start thinking about all the things that I have missed and honestly it makes me want to just wait a little longer and then POOF, the next thing I know its been two months and its the week of Christmas.

So, I'm going to start from here forward and as I get time work on my back blogging. Be sure to scroll down every now and again because there will be new posts that are actually old (you know what I mean) that will pop up. I hope everyone one is well!

Still Climbing the Hill

Just wanted to wish my cousin and close friend, Anita, a Happy 26th Birthday today!! Since she's still young I know its ok to disclose her age on here! HA!!

I hope you know how much we love and appreciate you! I'm glad that we have gotten so close and I'm thankful to have family like you!! Have a wonderful day(I already know you will though because you will me with ME at work! HA!)

Happy Birthday to YOU, Happy Birthday to YOU, Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday to YOU!!! Love you girl!!

5 Years & Counting....

Just wanted to send a shout out to my cousin and her husband, because today they are celebrating 5 happy years of marriage (+1 beautiful 3 year old daughter)!!!!!

Happy Anniversary Kelvin and Anita, I hope ya'll enjoy your day even though both of you are at work!

We love ya'll!!!!!

Birthday Wishes......x2

Today is BIG because it is 2 very special little girls birthdays!!

This is Amy, she is 2 today!! She is my cousin, Julie's daughter.

Amy, we love you and we hope you have a very Happy Birthday today!! We will be ready to celebrate with you Saturday at your party and we can't wait for you to see what we got you!!

This is Abbey, she's my niece and today is extra special to her because she turned the BIG 1!

It's so hard to believe that she is already 1! It seems like she just came home from the hospital. Abbey, we hope you have a very Happy Birthday and we will see you on Sunday to celebrate this milestone with you! We love you!

Happy Birthday to ya'll, Happy Birthday to ya'll, Happy Birthday Amy & Abbey, Happy Birthday to ya'll!! We LOVE both of you girls very much and we can't wait to see ya'll this weekend!

Happy Birthday!!!!!

Just wanted to send some Happy Birthday wishes out to my niece, Harley, who turned SIX years old today!

Harley, it's so hard to believe that you are already six, it seems like yesterday that your Uncle Josh and I went to meet you at the hospital when you were born. You have grown up so fast and are a very smart and pretty girl!

Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday to you!!! We love you and hope you have a wonderful day!!!

Ballerina Maddie

Maddie started her 2nd year of dance tonight and she was so excited! She couldn't wait to get there and she Mrs. Shelia, her dance instructor.

It took me a while to get her to stop twirling so that I could take a couple pictures. I can already tell she has come a long way since she started last year!

Hasn't she grown so much!

She's already been showing me the things they've learned this year and I can't wait to see her in the Christmas program!

In Loving Memory

Recently my family and I have experienced a great loss. On August 8th, while my family and I were gone out of town, my Nanny passed away. For all of you who know us personally, you know how close we were to her. The past few weeks have been very tough but through prayer and the wonderful Lord, we have made it through.

My Nanny was a wonderful person, words cannot even begin to describe just how wonderful. She was also a very stong woman that fought some tough battles with her health throughout her life. As it nears a month from her passing I keep replaying all these different special things about her in my head that I do not want to forget.

In May 2008, we planned a family photo shoot. Naturally, we wanted Nanny to be a part of it but since it was suppose to be outside, in the heat of summer, we didn't know if she would be up to it. Aside from the fact that she was on oxygen and had to take it with her everywhere, she never really loved having her picture made. Regardless of all of that, she agreed to have some shots taken with us. I'm so thankful she did because I now have these wonderful pictures.

My Nanny was full of love and it always seemed to show right through when you were around her. She enjoyed joking and laughing and she always loved it when the whole family would come to her house so that she could watch her great grandchildren play. I spent a lot of time over at my Nanny and Papa's when I was little. I remember that no matter what was hurting on my body, my Nanny always had a way of making it better. She loved to cook and she knew how to make everything taste just right.Although Maddie only had 3 1/2 short years to get to spend with Nanny, she loved her as much I did. Nanny was right there when each of her 5 great grandchildren were born and she wouldn't have had it any other way. She loved them with all her heart and she truely enjoyed spending time with them.

Nanny always had a way of making you feel special.

Maddie LOVED going to Nanny's to play and she especially loved for Nanny to paint polish her nails.

No matter how tierd Nanny was she would always be willing to take the time to paint her hands and feet whenever Maddie asked her to. I think the part that made it extra special to Maddie was that Nanny would always let Maddie paint her fingernails too. Of course Nanny knew that Maddie would make a mess of them and she would have to re-do them after we were gone but she never minded. She would always let her without a moments hesitation. I'm so thankful to have all these wonderful memories and that I was blessed to have a Nanny in my life that was so very special. But I still can't help but hate the fact that she won't be there to hold my next baby when they are born and that she won't be there to see Maddie start school. I just wasn't ready to let her go and I know I would never have been. I miss her so much and I know I always will. I miss her calling to check in on us and all the little things that she done and said that meant so much. My Nanny was one of a kind and I pray she knows how much we all love and miss her.